monarchalchemist:

there’s nothing that you get to keep forever
we build moments still with movement and
silent with sound

the shadow of the past just as heavy as the
uncertainty of the future

where are you going?  
it’s okay if you don’t know

a younger you in a collapsing scaffolding of bones
steering home

but where is home?
it’s okay if you don’t know

they never told you what happens
on the other side but how can they
when no one has made it back home

and gods don’t like instructions
find faith only to lose yourself

tomorrow approaches forever
and nothing is real

what do you wish you didn’t know?
like the glitches in your relationships

you’re so numb
i couldn’t tell that you’re alive

"How many nights have you
wished someone would stay?"

- Unknown (via 11anothergirl11)

(via vaines)

"

I hate the way my heart hurts
I hate the way my dad looks at me these days
like he expects me to fall apart at any second
like he wants to say,
clear the dining room table
and clear the fucking hallways
Cause I might burst at any second

I hate the way my mom keeps telling me
that I’ll find someone new
Because every time she does I smile but
I really want to shake her
and tell her that I would rather meet you
a thousand times over
instead of some boy
Who laughs differently
Who holds my hand wrong
And only ever tells me he likes my body
with the lights off

Because your laugh is so infectious
that all your friends love you for it

you rubbed your thumb across the tops of my knuckles even when your mind was in
a thousand other places

You liked me better with the lights on.

I hate the way my heart hurts
and God I hate how happy you made me
I don’t know how to handle myself
I don’t know how to handle my heart
And how it hurts so much
it makes my teeth chatter
like I’ve been cold since you left
like ice has made its way through my heart and into my veins

So I guess
Clear the dining room table
clear the fucking hallways
check the x rays for ice in my bloodstream
I’ve been ready to burst ever since you left me

"

- (via veincold)

(via loveserum-deactivated20191021)

"How many nights have you
wished someone would stay?"

- Unknown (via 11anothergirl11)

socotic:

I’ll never ever forget the first time I saw you.

statues-and-monuments:

statues-and-monuments
Paris Opera House by Michael Maniezzo 
Paris, France

(via a-bearded-bear-blog)

(via twister)

socotic:

talent: overthinking

(via spavamise-deactivated20160612)